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Sunday, December 27, 2009

is that it.

this is for someone i used to look up to.
bro.. nah not bro. you dont even deserve to be called bro.
look at you, when u first came and became a part of us, we thought u were something special.
we thought u were cool, we looked up to u. well at least i did.
end of term 2, shit happened. the respect i had for u died down.
u werent that person i thought was all cool anymore. no. i just thought of u as any other person there was in the school, just like me and about every single other person there is in our grade. but were u?
no, u were worse.
u know, when i talk to you one on one, u seem to be a pretty nice guy. i gained my respect for u again, i thought u changed, i thought the other u was here, and here to stay. but then..
its like everytime ur with another person, u turn all hard keint and start acting like ur the person on top. fucking high horsed.
and i hate it, because once upon a time, i used to have respect for u.
as i said, when i talk to you one on one, ur all nice. its like ur a different person altogether, one that enjoys life, one thats free away from problems and all.
then comes in ur so called 'friends'. and yet, ur a different person. all u give a jack shit about when ur with them is ' im gona hit you, watch out '. like fuck that man, u think that makes u look big?
and u say u wana fight, just for fun. is that it?
well im sorry to fucking wreck ur fun, but seriously, i dont like violence. and i dont get into fights. so either go find someone else to have ur fun with, or friggin think about who you are, who people want you to be, and what your going to fucking do about it.
because im sick of this, im sick of how your such a shapeshifter, how u always seem to contradict the way i think about you each time. respect for you? as if i have any left.
why dont u stop fucking around, get ur act together, and be the person that i know u can be, because seriously, at the moment, its obvious that ur not.